2 ☾ How Long ?

How long ?
How long can I keep going like this ?
Like everything's alright ?
Only because I would like it to be true...

How long can my emotions drown my heart,
Without I even notice it ?
How long can I seem to keep it all together,
Before I fall appart
In million pieces ?

Am I really this bad, this sad
Reaching my breaking point,
Without caring about it ?
How could I know,
Im' not listening.
Blinded by all of this pain, slowly killing the ones I love.

Always the same mistakes.
How long will I make them,
Before they cause the end of me ?