3 ☾ Psychatria

Psychatria. Four familiar syllabs which are creating a strange echo in my mind. Psychatria. How dare you kind of threatening me with this word ? Psychatria. My past and my present, but certainly not my future. Psychatria. Something I'm living with, but which not defines me.

'Cause I'm doing really great now, getting so much better. So how dare u telling me, if I don't take ur fucking pills and fix my sleep struggling, I should go to basic psychatria ? You're no one. Just a nurse. U should understand that I don't want to take any pills anymore, ever. I'll fix this in time, I know it and trust myself with this, but not with ur shitty pills. U can't force me to take them. And I'm not going in basic psychatria agaihn.

Fuck those shitty pills which just make it worse for me, and destroy a part of myself.